Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

Spinocerebellar ataxia

2009-11-06T06:19:00.000-08:00

Recently, I've learnt about the nervous system

I realized that it is amazing how our body is able to perform simple tasks such as walking, talking, etc.

Although all these actions seem to occur naturally to us, able-bodied human creatures, it might

not be for some.

Ever heard of the story '1 litre of tears'?

The story tells the experince of a 15 year old japanese girl who was diagnosed with a degenerative disease known as spinocerebellar ataxia.

This disease causes the patient to have poor coordination of hands, speech and eye movements.

Different regions of the cerebellum are affected.

Hence, a patient with this disease will usually end up needing to use a wheelchair(cos they can't walk on their own) and they need help in performing daily tasks (cos they can't control muscle movements).

And it's a degenerative disease which means that it gets worse as time passes.

So, this girl, Aya Kito Ikeuchi, during the 10 years that she lived after knowing about her diagnosis,

she wrote a diary about her feelings and thoughts.

She said that she was writing because writing is evidence that she is still alive.

Through her writings,

she had inspired those with the same diagnosis.

She once wrote, "This disease, why did it choose me?"

Later, she wrote "fate, it can't be put to words"

So, i strongly encourage you readers to watch the drama.

Although the story might have been changed a little for commercialised values,

I still think that this story is wow. WATCH IT!

I shall end today's post with a few of Aya's lines from her diary.

'People shouldn't dwell on the past

It's enough to try your best in everything that you're doing now.

Reality is too cruel, too brutal.

I don't even have the right to dream.

As I think about the future, the tears will come out again.'

Think about it, she didnt get to dream.

but we do,

so DREAM

Aya Kito Ikeuchi

The human hair

2009-10-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

hello, everyone..

sorry for the late update.

After the exams we're finally having our sec3 camp .
But a lot of my classmates couldn't make it due to certain reasons,
It's a pity, really.
Nevertheless, I hope to have an enjoyable experience with everyone

Anyway, I've been thinking and thinking and thinking:

How does it feels like to be pulled by the hair(on your head, i mean)?
Is the hair strong enough to support the weight of the body?

After reading up a bit, i found out that, human hair, in general, is strong.

One strand of human hair is able to hold 100g of weight. that means that the strength that a bundle of hair can support about 12 tonnes of weight, that is, equivalent to the weight of 2 elephants.

Wow.

So the hair on your head, or rather, scalp, is definitely able to support the weight of your body, unless you're heavier than the weight of 2 elephants, which I think is impossible for anyone of normal body.

So, the next time you're angry with someone,
don't hesitate to pull his hair - IN BUNDLES.

Obviously it would snap it you pulled a strand of hair.

Okay.. I don't know why I'm blabering about the human hair.

I should stop, otherwise, people are gonna think that I'm a freak, WHICH I definitely am not, and will never be.
Then, till next time... ciao

Don't underestimate your hair

Sources:
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/HowmuchweightcanOnehumanhaircansupport

2009-09-17T05:29:00.000-07:00

HIIIII!!!
The exams are coming, so I can't
post anything much till after it, which is 3 weeks later..
Till then..

2009-07-22T06:56:00.001-07:00

i think..
you've been dead for far too long

2009-06-17T05:19:00.001-07:00

WOW
I'm actually updating my blog
After all these months
And I accidentally deleted all my links
GREAT
I'm a bummer
anyways, tmr's the last day of aem
It's been a long journey, but hey, it was kinda fun, i guess

2009-04-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

Affection is like a shy flower that takes its' time to bloom

2009-04-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

There is no distinct line between jealousy and envy

2009-02-27T19:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's concert was exciting but tiring

The sad thing was, my parents didnt come

Anyway, Jasmine senior gave me a FLOWER

on my first concert.

yeay

pretty, huh

But it's not naturally blue, luh

Who cares anyway, it's pretty

gotta get back to my work

actually, it's not really work,

as in work

cos its research work

whatever

makin myself more confused

2009-02-25T03:03:00.000-08:00

Responsibilities are not something we can shrink from

2009-01-29T05:16:00.000-08:00

okay.. I'm getting quite busy now
So I'm gonna limit myself to only
posting ONE sentence per weekday
that describes my day
:DD
Such a good girl
lol

today's sentence would be..
sleep is important.

that's all for today!!

2009-01-21T04:09:00.000-08:00

I hate lazy people

2009-01-09T02:51:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
it's a bit too late to say it now, huh
I've been busy lately
so it's confirmed, finally
my art lessons after school,
although it's not exactly a class,
cos I'm the onli one mdm keh's teaching
so it's like a private teacher
lol

Anyways, school is like normally boring
yeah, there's nothing fun in school
there never was
and there never will
I feel sleepy
I'm gonna sleep

2009-01-03T04:28:00.000-08:00

Watched bedtime story a few days ago
and when the story ended,
there were 2 couples making out
in the theater
sick

so.. me and ain were watching fred's vids
on youtube
and we were so addicted
MoM: Oh my gosh fred, wad are you doing?
it's dark outside!!"
FreD: "ok mom, i'll go!! just dont freak out, seriously!!"

okay.. so it's not funny now
should try watching it
gonna watch it again

2008-12-29T18:13:00.000-08:00

ZAHRA just called me
said that the time table for 2009 is out
I got Mrs Pan for eng
*pukes*
and mdm yeo for phy
hahax

gosh! I'm so hungry
oh yess.. haven't eaten breakfast yet

2008-12-29T05:29:00.000-08:00

so today was sec 1 orientation camp
hmmm...
suling managed to get 8 percussion juniors
wow, congrats

anways, im so addicted
to this korean drama
called Iljimae
handsome guy.. sigh

school reopening in 4 days
homework finished
I'm so glad
I'm gonna make new friends
yeah.. 3e1 here i come (:

2008-12-28T05:19:00.000-08:00

okays.. now, update on hw!!

I haven't finish it yet, but SOON

and i mean real soon

cos I'm on my last assignment now

and it's about this film called little secrets

haha

It was released on october 2001

ancient huh

but who cares

the show's nice

the main character's a bloody good violinist

Anways, it's another 4 more days to 2009

should i be excited?

or wad

syf's getting closer

and I'm still weighing my options

but hey, I like band

I like my band mates,

going to band practices

and even gettin scolded my mr tan

i guess when you've made a commitment,

you can't get away from it huh

2008-12-27T08:53:00.001-08:00

so...... i'M bored bored bored
recently I've watched lots of chinese dramas
i should quit watching
hmm..
anyways, 5 more days to 2009
5 freaking days
okay, tmr I'll be all alone at home
wow
so much time for last minute hw doin

hmmmm...
so somebody asked me to quit band
after syf
the topic is like taboo
so i never talk about it

*yawn*
darn im sleepy
sorry this post is crap
and does not contain any vital info
I wrote this out of boredoom
hehe
I'm sleepy
I need to sleep
I'm going to sleep

2008-12-26T04:24:00.000-08:00

so.. i felt really bad
cos 2 days ago, i went to tuition
SULKING
particularly cos i was angry at my tutor
for some reason *aherm*
and I didn't talk a lot during tuition
didnt ask any questions,
like i usually do

ANYWAYS,
after that, me and ZAHRA
went over to hany's place to pass her
her birthday disc and travelling diaries
her mom's nice
and it was our first time
gg to her place just to lepak
H A R H A R
but it was fun and L O L

okay, let's talk about random stuffs

I think people with albino disease
are perfectly NORMAL

i hate discriminations

i don't really know wad colour I like

cats are cute,
or kittens?

that's all for now
tehee!!

2008-12-23T05:57:00.000-08:00

ermm... so i havent updated for so long..
I HAVE my reasons..
particularly cos my com is a bit spoilt..
and i'm always 'busy'.. *aherm*
so.. ain's in Malaysia.
And I'm bored
BOREDD
okay, so let's countdown to 2009
9 MORE DAYS BABE
which is like 10 more days to play
before school starts
haha
Hamka thought it's 5th jan
which is 2 weeks later???
wow. haha
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

2008-12-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

at chinese garden..

the sun was already setting..

so.. after art lesson on sat

I had decided to walk, the long long way to the bus stop,

instead of taking the mrt..

from chinese garden.

I was so so #!&@ bored

cos wenzhen didn't go with me..

ended up reaching home at about 7+

and nobody was at home yet..

going to western art next year. so cool

But wished wenzhen's not gonna stop learning):

=.= can't wait for school reopen

AND THE RELEASE OF TWILIGHT!!

Khairun is so gonna drag me to the cinemas.

Better get ready

2008-11-24T02:27:00.000-08:00

so.. went for a concert yesterday night
at Victoria concert hall..
managed to snap some pics..

me and ain :)
she's the prettier one:-p

the esplanade..

just read zoro's blog.
tagged me to do a quiz
AM I WEIRD??
okay.. I am weird in some ways..

I:
- sing when I study
- hate durians??
- like to watch chinese shows
- have lots of nicknames.. (nat, natard, retard,
nata de coco, kacang, a few more but I can't rmbr)
- can't walk straight
- like to hold people's hands
- like to bite my nails
- hate parties (i like to be alone at times)
- like to daydream?
- secretly wanna learn how to play the electric guitar
(damn iT!! now it's not a secret anymore )

fine. so I'm weird
BUT NOT THAT WEIRD
I'm kinda crazy sometimes..
BUT NOT WEIRD!!
maybe onli a bit.. tiny little bit
still procrastinating on my holi hw..

oh ya, i tagging those who wanna do this quiz
to do it (:

2008-11-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

so.. I just came back from the last day of band camp.
the bbq was fun,
Although i only managed to arrive there at 7
=.=
missed all the fun games
BUT i managed to snap a few pic..

At the school canteen.
I'm the one in pink :]
oh, dark pink, btw

Band members doing the forfeit
note: never join band unless..
you're thick skinned
<< like them
BRAVO!!

Didn't have time to take more pics..
Getting kinda busy nowadays..
haha

2008-11-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

So.. nothing much to blog about nowadays..
Life just gets more boring by the day
Maybe cos it's the school holidays
I feel like I'm waiting for something but I don't know what
My brother had his last olevel paper today
FINALLY, after spending 5 long years preparing for it
But he's happy now
well, as for me.. just waiting for turn maybe
Haven't been studying much either, when I'm supposed to
sigh
feeling bored now...

2008-11-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

so.. i went to school to check on the class posting for next year.
got into triple science
dad told me to stay at home more often
and not always going out
sigh. i guess it's kinda disappointing in it's own way
hmm.. i'm into davedays.
YAHOO!! i guess i got influenced by Ain
he's kinda cool
You can always check him out at youtube
or find out more about him from Ain's blog
Bye for now

2008-10-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

i"m kinda lazy to upload the Hangzhou pictures...

But! I went jalaning rayer with the malay dudes

Some pictures from yesterday's trip:

Dont be mistaken.

Zahra is not an angle

Just happens that when i was taking

the picture, she was taking a picture of me

And the light is from her camera

I had to secretly take pictures of the guys

but Hanisah didn't know

*note: the blur one in blue is Hanisah

lol

tilt your head and you'll see Dayana's

art work

she ate the pineappletarts and left the

pineapple part uneaten

NICE

Reached home at about 11+..

Had a fun day

I really enjoyed it :]

2008-10-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

YES!! now that the exams are finally over, I can blog in peace :]
Especially about the Hangzhou trip.. hehe
Before i start, lemme introduce to you my translator
(aka my annoying roommate)....
TADDAA!!!!

Oppss!! sorry.
It's not that monkey!!
It's just her bag.
now, now..
PRESENTING..

ANNA!!
woah.
Anyways..
here's some pictures
on in the airport,
Terminal 3

Oh, dear.
look at dawn.
so cute!!

My sista
And i have no
idea why she is
so enthusiastic when
i'm the one going..
lol. haha

Me n sista.:]

2008-09-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

So i'm finally back.

I can't post much about it till after the examz..

sigh..

But here's a pic i took with my buddy

A pity she's staying at the hostel

If not, i could have stayed over at her place

Friendly girl.. haha

okays

Exams in 22 days

studying now

2008-08-29T03:57:00.000-07:00

leaving to Hangzhou in a few hour's time
finished packing and stuff
even bought breaking dawn to PREVENT me from getting bored during the flight
lol
who does that
only me.. sigh
watching sky of love online.
for those of you who have nothing better to do,
I'd advise you to either start reading the twilight saga
or, watch sky of loveeeee
cos it's what i usually do when im bored
hahah
gg to watch noww

2008-08-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

erm.. so parents attended a briefing for the Hangzhou thingy
YESTERDAY night.. after band
went for dinner with priscilla, victoria and jie Ting
lol
Those crazy bunch
anyway, we're leaving next Friday night
it's a midnight flight
Still procrastinating about packing bag for the 7 day trip to china
sigh.. anna, that lazy girl started already
Im still behind
gonna pack my bag now, i guess

2008-08-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

so... today.
Had art as usual.
Figure sketching next week..
..sigh...
after that, slept for three straight hours
Before going for tuition
Learnt physics again..
More and more calculation.
oh.. after band on Friday, saw suling practising the drums.
looked so COOL.
lol
OKays...gotta go
Go.. study for physics test. haha

2008-08-02T04:41:00.000-07:00

hey.. Ive been sick for the past few days... if you havent been noticing. Didnt go to school on wed, thurs, fri, except for band. Still felt sick.
Also, when I'm sick, i sweat a lot
No reason, just keep on sweating
Sectional on fri, cos mr tan went overseas
Okay.. gtg now
Need to resit for the tests I've missed when i was away
sigh...

2008-07-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

So.. I havent been posting much. Mostly cos im busy reading TWILIGHT!!
Just in case you dont know, twilight is the only book that I'm interested enough to not pay attention in class and read.
I've finshed reading the second book and already bought the 3rd book. hehe
Finished my hw also
So... i'm gonna "waste" my time reading the whole night AGAIN
hmm... so far, Zahra's the only one who's not addicted to the book yet
Nadiah started reading it already
so... Watch out Zahra.. I'm gonna try and make you read it
haha
nah... just kidding
Besides, her birthday is next week
Shouldn't make her too upset then
Haha... okay.. Gonna read now...

2008-07-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

I wanna say thanks to Zahra who did my personal question.. hmm.. to die after asking forgiveness from her folks.. so sweetttttt..........
Anyways... today, Ain, Zahra, Nadiah, Hany and me went to jp to buy our sketch book for dnt.
As usual, we ate at banquet.. hotplate beancurd!!! yum yum.. my favourite :D
Then went to the library
Played murderer
sigh..
Im such a bad murderer...
always get caught by the police
Well.. that's how the game goes, rite?
Victim gets killed by the murderer, and the murderer gets caught by the police..
just like a food chain
hmm... im gonna try to finish twilight by tomorrow,
If i have the ability to read increadibly fast that is
Gotta go now
Gotta practise.. there"s band tomorrow

2008-07-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

so tired.
Dont feel like blogging now
Performing at imm tomorrow wif the band
Gotta rush my hw now...

2008-07-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

So... today. Had trouble waking up early in the morning for art lesson. sigh...
Then, did my eng, malay and dnt hw in the afternoon.
Slept like a pig from 3plus to about 7:30pm..
..sigh...
Doing my maths now
still got bio and phy which is not due tomorrow
and statistics project
But i really feel like reading this book of mine
Like really really feel like it
but.. hw first
Nothin much to blog about anyway
Luckily, dearest Zahra tagged me to do this survey
Here goes,

1) How many children do you want?
- Must you ask me this?! I dont wanna spoil my youth thinking about this!
- But maybe.... a girl and a boy? hehee

2) Where would you go if somebody sponsors you an air ticket?
- All the maths thingy about finding out the volume of a pyramid makes me wanna go to
Egypt to see one...

3) What's your favourite thing to do?
-Recently, I realised that I havent been seeing Suling and she seems quite moody. But, i like to
make her laugh by just standing beside her and prentending to laugh... hehe.. so fun

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
-absolutely not. Have u ever seen a filthy rich old man who visits the prostitute everyday?

5) If you're given a chance to revive something back, what would it be?
-It would be my childhood days when I got absolutely no worries.. hehe

6) Have you ever been regretted in your life?
- yeah... maybe?

7) What are you afraid to lose?
-My parents.. sigh.. we have to part someday

8) If you win one million, what would you do?
- Give some to parents and share the rest wif my sis..hehe

9) What do you dream of doing in the future?
- hm... all i know is I wanna get outta Hua Yi!!
- well.. maybe a homemaker?

10) List out the 3 good points of the dream guy
- humourous, caring (so that he always care about me)

11) What makes you happy? -er... doing the things I wanna do?

12) What type of persons do you hate the most? -Liars?

13) If you could have a superpower, what would it be? -It would be... hmm... memorizing something by just looking at it? So that i can be smarter then RUIQI!!!

14) Which season do you like? -er... never had winter in Singapore...

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life? -My family and family-to-be....

16) If you had a boyfriend, would you die with him? -er... I would meet him someday also.. even if he goes away first. hehe... So.. probably notD: He also wouldn't want me to die wif him... that is.. if he loves me

17) who was the last person who hugged you? -er... hard to say. I like to hug... maybe my pillow if it was alive?

18) What is the one thing that you really wanna do now? - Study hard and get outta Huayi!! which also means growing up.. if some of you dont know dont know what i mean..

19) Whom are you close to? -Other then my family members.. Nadiah, Zahra, Ain, Suling and Hany.. * note: the names in random order. Please do not get angry if I do not place your name as last. I still love all of you :D

20) This is my personal question: If you had a chance to decide when to die, when will it be? -er... well.. probably when i'm retired and have lots of grandchildren to take care of me, so i wont die a lonely death.

*Instructions: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify he/she through their tagboard.

My lucky 8 people: hehe... I'm not so bad as to sabotage my friends to do it. But I would like Zahra, Ain and Hany to do my personal question:D

2008-07-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

okay... Do you every have the guilty feeling when you visit your blog which you havent been posting anything for the past weeks? I do.
So tomorrow is...IS.... MY BIRHDAY. I've been waiting for this day since last year. sigh... finally.
So today...
went to Science Centre with the school for DNA lessons, same place as last year.
Spent the whole afternoon exploring the whole place, like last year.
Too bad nadiah had to go for her english lesson, unlike last year.
ouh yar.. then then Hany made this joke unintentionally... she was like.."If dinosaurs were alive, we'd be dead like this rubbish bin..."..haha..
then went for dinner at Mcdonalds outside the Science Centre
SO... i had fun at the science Centre, as usual.
Looking forward to tomorrow celebration with my family, IF THEY REMEMBER, and the rest.

2008-06-28T22:24:00.000-07:00

so...yesterday went to suntec city wif suling, her bro and Brenda. Watched shaolin shoujo at vivo after that. Didnt realise that we were sitting ar the wrong place. Initially we didnt wanna move but then..... ermm.... we felt guilty and decided to move our butts to our place. Then wanted to go to the toilet. Didnt noe where it was. Then when I was happily jumping down the stairs, Brenda called my name. I turned around and TO MY HORROR, I realised that i went the wrong direction and i was actually exiting the cinema.. sigh....
Actually, had a FUN DAY today! but, no time to write it all. Still go physics hw to do.:D

2008-06-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

so...TODAY IS THE START OF ELEARNING WEEK!!! I went to the library and suddenly zahra called me up and asked me out to the movies.. get smart. Wasn't as good as I think it was.. maybe cos I was feeling sick or something.. Then went to mom's work place and did some moodle homework there. Just realised that there's still so many to do...haiz... thought it'd be easy.. guess not
Got to go now... need to finish up on my written homework as well...

2008-06-20T18:33:00.000-07:00

so...today. Woke up late about..erm..9am.
And still woke up about 3:30 in the morning. Don't noe why. And fell back asleep.
Yesterday, called suling and asked if she had done her eng hw which was supposed to be handed in yesterday by 5pm online. haiz....she's still as blur as ever. Not done yet..so i told her to get it done...hehe..
And sorry to zahra for not telling her the proper email address..i hope suling told u already..
doing geography hw and eng.. stupid eng paper..never give instruction on how to do it properly.. I'm so confused now.....
that's it for today then.. gonna continue wif my hw. I'm going to end it today!! haha...

2008-06-17T02:13:00.000-07:00

today...woke up at 8plus in the morning..then mom told me that Zahra called. Asked me if i wanted to go to Nadiah's place and do hw together. Ain couldn't make it. so only me and Zahra went over to Nadiah's place. After doing Bio hw, we watched tv for a while.. reached home about 5pm. I'm so sleepy..had a sleepless night. Slept at 4plus in the morning. Going to continue with my hw .. blog next time..

2008-06-15T21:37:00.001-07:00

okay....so now i'm thinking of a storyline 4 my composition....i noe.. u people must be thinking, "what? she just decicded to start on her homework today?" Yes, i've just came to my senses today. I finally decided to take out my pen and start writing. stupid huh? nothing's much been happening recently.. went out wif suling and the rest to jp yesterday. We watched Kungfu Panda again.. and played at the arcade after that. After that got scolded by my mom for going out AGAIN...hmm...

I just got an sms from sweeling. She says there won't be any band exchange tomorrow..DAMN IT!!! I was hoping there would. Stucked at home wif homework and studies. I'm supposed to obediently stay at home and study nowadays......but..I got the com to myself..muah hahaha... gotta go now.. Must finish off my eng hw today, or else i'll never get it done..

2008-06-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

today..hmm... woke up at 6:30am for art lesson... 4th outing so far. planning to go 4 3 more outings..with that idiotic wen zhen..xp nah..just kidding..chatting wif vicky now.. don't feel lyk blogging nowadays..dont noe why. gonna complete me art piece now..

2008-06-11T17:24:00.000-07:00

so.. I'm finally home from KL. yea. but too bad there's no room service here. But on the first day i tried calling the housekeeping for an extra towel, they didn't come till the very last day I stayed there...which is also a good thing, cause after we called them, Victoria and priscilla came to our room and into our toilet. To OUR HORROR, They found 2 towels instead on 1. So.......................................
Then, also on the first day, according to zhi le, the first thing that he did when he reached his room is to open the door. But according to me and suling, what happens after that was jumping on the bed.. and i really mean jump. I didn't even take off my shoes and bags...

then.. the next day..we wanted to wake up early.so suling set alarm on her hp at 4:30am. I set hotel's clock alarm clock at 6:01am. got morning call at 7am. So there's no way on earth that we can be late 4 the second day. but suling woke up at 4:30 and fell asleep again. never mind about that. But she woke up at 6:01 again. NEVER MIND AGAIN that she fell asleep. then at 7am got morning call. She didn't wanna wake up. WAH....went to this gold band sc. they played NOAH'S ARK!!!!!!almost scared the wits outta me. we played jericho. But we played this whistle while you work. so much 4 whistling.. I can't even whistle!!! and we were to dance while playing. CRAZY!!!! but fun...hehe...

the next day...woke up late cause there's no morning call and no alarm..or rather...i didn't hear any..but suling did and didn't wake me up...cause she thought it was still early-we closed the curtains and the room looked very dark. the magically, she decided to open her eyes and saw the time on her hp. it was 7:24am. THEN SHE DECIDED TO WAKE Me UP...we performed 4 the orphanage there. they didn't really understand precisely cause most of them were CHILDREN under the age of 5, mostly...

then....the next day, morning call... i think they called our room and nobody answered, then they came knocking to our room.. scary.. i woke up just to find a man standing outside of my room... then went 4 breakfast and packed... said our last goodbyes to our room and ewverything... ouh yar...couldn't realli sleep last night cause norman was disturbing us. DEPRIVING US FROM OUR SLEEP...then we went to malaca to have lunch and went home....ouh yar...curse u room service...still haven't come to give us the towel...

time to go now.....still haven't bathe yet...

2008-06-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

today... Me, suling and ain went out to bugis to shop for items for the malaysia trip...for me.. I only needed to buy another jacket. As for Suling... haiz.. i can't say the same about her. note: never go shopping wif suling unless u can stand 2 and a half hours of non-stop baragining... She was like a MONSTER ON THE LOOSE... Every time she sees something she likes she'll be like," Do u think it's nice?" Then I'll be like," ya..looks great on u.." Then she'll ask the price. If it's too expensive, she'll go away. If it's of reasonable price, trust me, she'll surely ask for a discount. IT'S A MUST!!! Then, she'll buy it. So she continues doing that until she discovers that her wallet is empty... hahaha... The amount she spent there.........no comments.........scary amount i must say.....

As for ain, it was my first time shopping wif her. Quite fun ... Totally different from suling. She's totally IN CONTROL.... suling loses her mind when she goes shopping... I think I'm gonna sleep now.. Better save energy for tomorrow's band practice:P pss...I had a great day today...

2008-06-01T06:56:00.000-07:00

today i was forced to wake up very early 4 art at east coast. Regreted staying up late the day before to watch this sad chinese show. And then surprisingly, I didn't had the mood to paint..sob.. i think i'm losing interest. Anyway, then i talked to wan yi to kill time. Her painting was BLOODY nice. But the think the seniors' ones are nicer...haha.. then i asked her for her class position. I can't believe that i felt so envious when she told me she got better results than me. I seriously need inproving...

Then.. went home and rushed to the library to meet hany and ain. the library was exceptionally cold these few days...i was freezing there and was SO SO disappointed when I couldn't find the book kite runner there. I would really reccommend the book to everyone. It's very interesting and also sad... Reached home to find my bro STIL SLEEPING..eva since i went out about 2:30PM and came home about 6:30PM. He's like a sleepping beauty..except that he's not a beauty but a beast..

yea..i can sleep in today cause tomorrow band is at 2. bye 4 now..

2008-05-29T23:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I got up at 8:30am and got out of my bed at 10am.. For the half one and a half hours, I read books, comics, listened to songs on radio and all the things that I couldn't do during the busy school days. I'm so glad that exams are over and school holidays are finally here!! the only reason why I got out of bed at ten was that my stomach was rumbling like hell. I CRAWLED my was to the kitchen only to find out that my mom didn't cook breakfast. My dad was out at work. I was stucked at home wif my sis. THEN, I FINALLY REALISE HOW PATHETIC I WAS...

okay now, let me list the things i wanna do during the holidays..

1) Return back to malaysia to visit my grandparents in Muar:p

2) Go roller-blading/ picnic at east coast with Zahra and the rest.

3) Go KL wif band (idiot, that's for sure)- fine, make it a memorable trip then..

4) Go shopping wif fwens;DD

5) Learn to treat my sister better:(

6) meet my primary sc fwens more often.

7) MORE BAND PRACTICE PLEASE!!!

8) Get to taste more of my mom's cooking..

9) Upgrade myself (I don't wanna keep on getting low grades for my languages)

Today.. mm..let me see.. I watched speed racer with my BEST FRIEND, khairun.. geez.. It was so long since i last saw her.. There was onli 6 people watching with us.. I waited for her to finish her stupid eng supplymentary lessons at the back gate of her sc. After the movie, she was asking me for the movie tickets.. then i was like " I THOUGHT i placed it on my lap, but.. i dunno..it suddenly dissapeared.." we talked about lotz of stuff but i think that I still got a lot of things to tell her, you noe, about my what i do in sc n everything. Even the most minute details, I wanna tell her, but then she'll pretend I'm being long winded and the we'll switch topics. she's so humourous..

AND NOW, IT'S TIME FOR..... SHIHUI'S QUIZ!!
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do it. Don't read the questions, name 20 people first.

1) Natasha(me)
2) Mommie!!
3) Daddy!!
4) My eldest bro
5) Mr Tan (band conductor)
6) Zahra
7) Ain
8) Hany
9) Nadiah
10) suling
11) Siew Hong
12) Cinta Sri
13) Si Han
14) Wan Yi
15) Ming ru
16) Dave
17) Adrain
18) Rui Qi
19) mr Nazreen(Band conductor)
20) Khairun

How did u meet 14 (Wan Yi)?
I met her when i was didn't wanna sit beside the boys and switched places. I sat beside her then. She's also in the same art class wif me, except that I didn't really talk to her then.

What would you do if u did not meet 1 (me)?
I don't noe how to answer that..all I noe is that I've known myself since the day I was born;P

What if 19(mr Nazreen) and 20(khairun) dated each other?
hmm..good question..but..BUT.. their age gap is 13 years. I don't noe how they're gonna get along..

what if 6(zahra) and 17(Adrain) dated each other?
I don't think Adrain like malay girls... Besides, I think Zahra isn't gonna like it at all.

Describe 3(Daddy!!)
My daddy is the best father anyone can get:p He's loving and believe it or not, he's the person who patiently taught me maths in primary 2!! I really have to thank him 4 that...

do you think 8(hany) is attractive?
I denifinitely think so!! She's humourous, and a very fun person to be wif;p

Describe 7(ain).
I can onli say that she loves watching the OC..

Do you noe any family members of 12(cinta Sri)
Nope, not a single soul..

what language[s] does 15(ming ru) speak?
Other than english and Chinese, I've never heard her speaking any other languages...

Who is 9(nadiah) hanging out wif?
Always out wif her dearest family, but sometimes me, and the rest.

How old is 16(Dave) this year?
14, same as me..

when was the last time u spoke to 13(si han)?
last day of sc?

Who is 2(Mommie!!!) favourite singer or band?
Geez...not sure..but I'm sure she told me before;P

Have u ever dated 4(my eldest bro)?
EWWW!!! No!!! the whole world would fall apart if i do...

Have u ever dated 1(me)?
Weird.. I like to spend time myself, juz staring at the ceiling...

Is 19(mr Nazreen) single now?
Not sure..but think he is..

What is 10(Suling)'s last name?
Ling??

Would you ever wanna be in a relatioship with 11(Siew Hong)?
Why am i so unlucky to place his name as 11... DEFINITELY NOT!!

What is the school of 3(Daddy)?
He's not schooling now, but he used to be in Corporation Primary and Boon Lay sec.

Where does 6(Zahra) stay?
Toh Guan?

What is your favourite thing about 5(Mr Tan)?
He's very firm wif the sec3N juniorz...Even sacked lotz of them...WELL DONE!!

Have u ever seen 2(mommie) naked?
I think I did..when I was young...`

I wouldn't wanna force anybody to do the quiz as well.. But hey, try doing it. It's very fun!!

2008-05-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

today... mm..let me recall.. had my maths olympiad exam... it was so DAMN HARD... Now i got doubts about my future..haiz...looks so bleak.. and during the exam, they got this primary sc camp and the student councillors were organising it.. they were like cheering or should i say yelling away like a bunch of hoolligans..but i can't blame them.reminds me of myself when i was young..stupid, stupid, stupid...

anywae, band todae was stressful.. sec 1s were not up 2 expectations..than mr tan suddenly told us the worst thing that could have happened 2 us..a calamity.. mr nonami was coming over 2 hua yi n..N..he's not conducting us but those sec 1 juniorz...!!! so unfair! how come he nvr conduct sec 1s last year? i felt deprived of love from mr tan, deprived of attention, DEPRIVED OF... nah..juz kidding.. I'm not so desperate for attention, okay??? but WHY?? how could he do this 2 us?? HOw??

Now, stop acting like some spoilt child and go to sleep.. oh ya, if shi hui, u're reading this, I have to apologize 4 not completing ur survey on time.. I'll do it 2morrow. bye 4 now!!

2008-05-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy my darling found time to help me wif my blog. as u can see, i've changed my cbox to one that u can read. and I hope everybody will cooperate and leave only NICE COMMENTS... please remember to leave your name behind..

Aniway, let's stop talking bout that IDIOT who adressed herself/ himself or both as nobody. I bet he's always wasting his time doing stupid things.
Oh ya, I receive my report book on Fri. I was the FIRST person in class to receive it cos of the Hangzhou trip briefing.. Then everybody was forcing me to look at it and tell my level position..so dissapointing... Nadiah won me by 5 level positions... MY parents, as per usual... compared me to Nadiah and some other friends.. Asked me why my eng n malay results were like shit. Except that they didn't really asked me with the word shit in it..

Haiz.. What to do... I have to face up to realiti. My languages are very bad. I have to buck up!! Go for it!!

25th may 2008, sunday

2008-05-25T07:28:00.001-07:00

okay... so it's been so long since i last updated my blog, bacause of many activities such as kayaking, band, maths olympiad training, tuition, art lessons... I'm not a really good blogger also..so pardon me.

me, my darling, ain and millions of other band members went to the sws youth concert at republic poly. i actually wanted to tag along with some seniors cause I don't noe how to get there. but then.. suling wanted to be independent and asked the contol station man for directions. at first she was like "ya.. okay.. I can remember the way.." But then later, she was like, " after this way go where, ah? " she's so amusing..

then kayaking lesson wasn't THAT bad actually. Our scary instructor took the sec3 students. we were saved!! onli 4 that week. Then the next kayaking lesson, our last lesson, uncle Lau took us. He was the best instructor eva!! n i passed the test!! I'm now officially able to take a 2 star kayaking course!! oh ya, mr seow kayaked also. he was a 3 star kayaker. He's better than me, OBVIOUSLY!!

As for band... I'm still very worried for the juniors who can't keep up with us. ESPECIALLY those sec 3n students. They're the worst species of juniors you can eva have.. N we're preparing 4 the malaysia trip..Yeah!! N i'm sharing a room wif.....SULING!! My darling.. I can't wait 4 it. Besides, i've never been to kl before..

oh ya, I'm participating in the maths olypiad competition.. I've been under intensive training these weeks. That's why i'm unable to blog often... uh.. for the past few days, it's been tuition after kayaking, tuition after band, tuition after this n that... urgh.. i really don't think I can do that well actually... But I hope to at least pass it..that's not so hard, rite?

Anywae, Today i had my art lesson at bugis. We drew the oldest n the most beautiful mosque I've eva seen-masjid sultan. but the sun was scorching hot n burning my skin... but the view was spectecular.. But there were so many tourists there. I didn't understand a word they were saying. some were talking french, some japanese, some spanish and other crap. But one thing I noticed are similar for all tourists are that they are mostly older people and fat. Maybe because they're all very well-fed or somethin. I don't noe..

I'm so sleepy now.. Need to go to sleep cause I'm meeting my darling 2morrow....:p

13th May 2008, tuesday

2008-05-13T06:21:00.002-07:00

again, i'm blogging cause there's nothin' better 2 do.. today, afta exams, suling and i went to jurong east for very, very early lunch.. about 10am. hmm..afta that went to the library. It was so quiet that i thought i was the only living creature there. but, there were some things we did there..went to imm afta that and spent about an hour there and end up buying nothing but a pair of shoelaces. we took 99 from the other side we're supposed to and make a big round before reaching back to the same spot we did 15mins ago-i had to kill time( let me mention again thatt exams are over:)

Man, I feel dizzy..i think i'm going to fall sick. quite good if i do so actually, so that i can skip stupid kayaking 2morrow. i think i'm gonna sleep now.

13th may 2008, tuesday

2008-05-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! today's the last day of all my nightmares.. my maths paper 2 was not easy...not hard either..it was moderate. I think it was because i didn't really study 4 it.. Let's not talk about it. I just want to enjoy the feelings of not knowing the results 4 the tests that i took and thinking that I gave nothing but my best.. it would be better that way, rather than getting results below expectations..

2 morrow got kayaking. man, i dread going 4 kayaking lesson, especially when u got a scary coach on your second lesson already.. our first coach was more fun but he says that he's not qualified to teach..sob..so sad. n our replacement coach is so fierce.. after that need to fight 4 toilet cubicals. There is like a war when all the girls rush into the toilet to bathe. n i always have to wait..

i think i have to start getting mentally prepared 4 2morrow's lesson just in case i get scolded..